Ellis Mate,
Fucking awesome. Two chapters left but god damn you and Mr. Tully can tell a story. Inspiring bro. (Please don’t use this review anywhere) I lost my brother at 18 (he took too much insulin purposely after a fight with his boyfriend. He was 24) and I actually think I was molested by him as well. I used to sleep in his bed and my parents one day put a kabash to it because they sensed something weird.. I’ve kinda been spiraling since his death. Thank you for your bravery in sharing and trying to get to the bottom of it. My mom would actually talk about it with me but the other people I’ve told dont believe me.. I can relate to so much of this except I haven’t had sex in five years and am super vanilla.. (this message is weird but not a sexual advance) sorry if this overshare was depressing to read. I needed this book.. also on a positive note I just got a new job and am on the upswing. Have a great one
“big gulps huh? Welp, see you later.”
-Random weirdo/reader/ listener